Take the photograph it'll be the last..

Damn im fuckin pathetic and stooped to another low.. im addicted to mary jane and dpressed more then ever. And here comes the pathetic part i still like erika.... its fucked up i know i haevnt seen her or talked to her ina while and i still like her i dont know wats wrong with me y have i changed to be like this. but i still have strong feelings for her and i dont know wat to do... so i just want her to have a life without me i havent talked to her in a while maybe sheel just maybe forget me but maybe not i dont know??? damn im so confused and stressed and fuckin dpressed and i even get so angry i punch my boxing bag until my fucking knuckles bleed all the way around...... but anyways dont wrory about me im just a sad person.....